im feeling broken im feeling blue...

badass.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 23:56:33 GMT

check it! our show was pretty cool. but it was somewhat cool and somewhat crappy. first the good!
-when we got there the crew helped us out
-there was a lot of people and said they loved us and said we should've won.
and now the bad.
-bert didnt lift a finger so we were left with the gear a truck
-he cant drive stick
-we were stuck in traffic
-he didnt help load the truck
- the judge was biased cause she loved ska
-the last band is signed and wasnt supposed to compete
-and the next day we suddenly have to empty the truck
fucking gay..

anyways it was a show so i had an awesome time. i just wish i had some people of ours to come down to make it feel a million times better.

~jonas

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 16:47:55 GMT

hey hey what it is? nothing much here. havent updated this shit in like a while! anyways we got a show dec 11 at the bogota vfw. as long as we sell alot of tickets we can be anywhere on the list. sweet. i expect alot of people to go. this means you reading. call me cause my house phone is up since like the summer! 201.440.2223! im also excited for friday, battle of the bands in PA! its going to be a bitch driving there within 2 hrs. shit. anyways yesterday had an awesome time somewhat. bert pissed me off during band practice. man do i want to smack him sometimes. man do i need some loving.

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 16:23:53 GMT

ok so alot has happened since my last entry. lets start off at our last football game. man did that piss me off. i was unplugged twice. motherfuckers. um. i finally got a job! i pump gas at the gulf station in ridgefield park. railroad ave! visit me damnit! i work tues and thursdays from 3.30-9! our nov 26 show is cancelled due to some retard fucking punching holes in the wall. we'll probably find another place. well. im going to take a shower now so visit the gas station!

~jonas

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 19:59:27 GMT

yesterday we re-recorded beloved star. it sounds def alot better. still going to work on vocals though. today was an ok day until graf design. i swear this little freshman pisses me off. like literally. he keeps saying my name and when i ask what he wants then he either ignores me or mumbles something. he totally invades my personal space and when i move his chair away he comes back. today i almost went off on him. i got pissed and yelled at him but then everyone yelled at me as if i was the one who did something wrong.fucking gay.he so close from me punching him in the fucking face. another thing. but i cant mention it here. it pisses me off too. like im confused and shit. fuck.

~jonas
i need loving.

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 01:31:04 GMT

tonight's game was pretty cool. even though we lost we played hands down!! next week me jared and andy are doing early nov. its going to be rad. TOM i have SATs! hopefully 1200!!!! im praying! um. havent heard from the demo guy yet. hopefully we get it soon. and hopefully this 3 day weekend doesnt suck!

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 13:04:15 GMT

oh man where to begin. ok you're all wondering hey where's our demo? well its still being mastered! the guy is painstakingly trying to make the cd sound amazing! hopefully it comes out nice. um the show at bergen tech was alright. the last band kicked ass. coppertone? no they're copperpot. it was awesome. good energy. i met the basist in the beginning so i was screaming ANTONIO! it was fucking hilarious.yesterday was alright. watch mean girls with andy and jared. lindsay lohan is wayy hot. today. were playing football i think and were also having practice. were probably going to watch man on fire today. as for fenris. were writing this new song. it sounds amazing but berto cant come up with a part yet and were like lost cause we're not sure what we should put on it. w/e. we'll probably solve that problem today. i also have to study for this sat. for SAT. anyone going with me in PAL PK? hopefully i see you there!!!! well later!

~jonas

PS> im never going to give up on her!

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 12:53:35 GMT

so yeah aldin's birthday was pretty cool. met some people i never knew before. anyways we went to the bogota golf center and had a game of golf. it took forever but it was awesome cause we had soo much fun! the aldin and marko beat the whole game of crisis zone on like 10 dollars! fucking retards.

anyways whats her face never called back even though i left some messages and shit. i ended up calling her back but i guess she tried to ignore me and ended up having a guy pick up and shit. i knew it was her number. she even says her name in her fucking voicemail. note to you if you ever read this. dont offer me shit and make me feel ok and never end up holding your end of the bargain.dont ask me whats wrong when i see you. so dont give me any shit if i yell at you, or if your like oh im sorry w/e that i never got back to you cause well i left a # and shit for you to contact me. so fuck you juicebox.

~jonas

par-tay at ALDIN's

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 15:38:07 GMT

yup yup the godfather aldin, aka BIG A, leader of NORTHSIDE is having his 18th birthday today! its going to be an awesome event packed with football and much much more! bad-ass im waiting for jared at around noon to pick me up. so tell all your friends to come!

as for our demo andy hasn't come into any contact with his dad so idkn.
~jonas

yo yo yo wat it is?

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 00:15:51 GMT

hey hey hey hows it goin erbody? well bud bud's northside is in the house and YOU KNOW IT! NORTHSIDE BITCHES!!! so anyways yeah join my gang. hahaha. for real. anyways i have no clue about when the cd is ready but i hope the guy is doing his best to make the cd awesome. i cant wait to listen to the songs and crap cause i know that i over-peaked it on my screaming!

~jonas

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 20:11:31 GMT

recording went by fine!vocally i was kinda stressed out cause of many reasons and shit. w/e. the guy said i have an amazing talent its just that i need to find my voice so im going to ask angel to help me out with that. right now the cd is being mastered and hopefully the guy does a great job on it. football? yeah me jared andy slavco denucci germs michelle and a bunch of other people on random days! our team? we lost tenafly 33-7 we suck and i lost faith in them. errr. im going to try and get us some shows earlier and shit. this friday at practice we're going to work on new material. i have soo many ideas in my head and i think it's swaying a little more to the darker side of my subconcious. well later folks. feel free to ask me for a cd!

~jonas

this blows

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 15:52:57 GMT

well we won our first game. and we played awesome even though were weren't supposed to. erm. we were supposed to record today but like the guy's kid is retarded and has some sort of orientation today so we cant record today. i think next weekend were recording. what sucks though is that i went home early to practice vocals until like 1 in the morning. damn. talk about a waste. w/e as long as were still recording even though im kinda bummed.i still have to work on my english crap tom and get it over with.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 01:18:06 GMT

YES!!! we finally fixed the transition to the bride in our newest song "corpses under firing squads"!!!!! damn it sounds pretty badass. cant wait to get that fucking recording. cant wait to get everything recorded! but me and jared were thinking that our playlist would be like so:

1)open <3 surgery
2)beloved star*
3)corpses under firing squads
4)a sense of hope
5).famicon

me and jared are thinking of leaving in extremis out of the cd. i agree.w/e. cant wait cant wait! er. what else can i talk about? well we have practice tom including a bbq! badass. erm um i had a sushi today! yay as well as a bento box and some root beer! mwahahah awesome day awesome day!!!

~jonas

happy dance!!!!

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 15:21:39 GMT

i just seriously had probably the shittiest day of summer yesterday period. anyways after waking up this morning im thinking of changing many things of our songs. like tempo, how it's played, and many other things. hopefully we can have them done by the 11th for recording. swell.

~jonas

WE FINALLY HAVE STUDIO TIME!!!!

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 15:22:04 GMT

yea yea you heard it all before but now we definately have studio time from andy's dad's friend in queens. badass now we can finally get our cd out. but it's at the weirdest day. 9/11. weird. anyways we have a battle of the bands nov. 19 in PA and we also might be playing a show in conneticut or somethin. well our sixth song is turning out better than i expected and the lyrics are just coming along fine. i think it will be called ...like corpses under firing squads. then we got the homesick for jersey song on its way. well later!

~jonas

camping

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 19:37:56 GMT

well well well. camping was alright i guess. it turned out better than i hoped and it didnt rain. it was just freaking cold at night. well dont worry bout that cause i got the muscly arms to chop trees down. now i got some blisters on my hands. sucks well they'll probably go away after tom. well my dad happened to bring a portable dvd player and some bootleg movies. so we watched that new exorcist movie around that campfire. it was pretty good. well i g2g and play some guitar since i haven't touched it for 2 days straight and to me thats really long!

before summers end.

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 00:45:47 GMT

i need to fucking make a tour possibly in all the vfw's in bergen county. that would be fucking rad. i gotta figure out how much it would be and the bands that would be playing. it would be fucking awesome though since this is will be my last year as a high school student. err. get back to you on that shit.

WARPED TOUR '04!!! my right shoe is gone missing

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 20:54:41 GMT

oh man what an awesome day. it was incredible! fucking the singer from international noise conspiracy grabbed me from behind! then thursday played! it was fucking amazing! i got pushed to the back though. fucking had a random conversation with this guy stooge, steve, liz, and crazy bitch! when coheed played fucking i went insane in the pit. so says so from andy who lost his wallet. then i went crowd surfing until some guy took off my shoe and threw it somewhere. so i was shoeless for the day. sucked. we also saw taking back sunday, early november, and yellowcard. err um. oh yeah me and jared met tucker the drummer of thursday. it was cool since he tried to help me find my shoe.

after we left we went to the diner and fucking germs told us stories about joey fucking hilarious. then the waitress spilled bert's soda all over him!
it was good times and i wish that day would repeat itself maybe minus the shoe inciddent but w/e.

~jonas

RIP my right shoe!

AN AWESOME WEEKEND!

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 19:44:45 GMT

went to the mall with marko and aldin and met lizzie and her friend victor. theyre pretty cool!
awesome. we havent had practice in the longest time. so finally tom were going to get our asses off the ground and start playing again. hopefully im not rusty. its going to sound awesome since i got new pickups! were also going to start off on some new material. so basically practice would be 1 song then the rest would be for new shit. anyways sunday WARPED!!!omg i cant wait fucking everybody is going to be down there. its going to be pretty boss! hopefully i will see you down there!

~jonas

APPLEBEES MUST DIE

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 00:52:28 GMT

death of applebees!!!! fucking let me tell you a story. well after endless hrs of shopping we went to applebees. fucking horrible service. we got our appetizers with our meal cause she forgot to put it in. well my food was horrible. 7 0z steak my ass! it was as big as a chicken nugget. the buffalo wings sucked, and the quesadillas made me sick. anyways i still need a solder iron for my EMG's. 81 and 85 bitch! fucking need to solder that shit though but after that man o man;

KiSs MeEe 32: u made me smile i love you to pieces

~jonas

RIPPED THIS SHIT FROM MANNY LIKE ALWAYS!!!

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 03:53:47 GMT

LAYER ONE:--
Name: Jonas
Birth date: 4-28-87
Birthplace: Allentown, PA
Current Location: Little Ferry, NJ
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black.
Height: 5'7
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: taurus like the car

LAYER TWO:--
Your heritage: filipino
The shoes you wore today: etnies, and black slippers
Your weakness: alot
Your fears: ghosts and shit
Your perfect pizza: uh pizza hut? nah angelo's bitch!
Goal you'd like to achieve: get signed to a label and be successful!

LAYER THREE:--
Your most overused phrase on AIM: hey
Your thoughts first waking up: no mommy dont want to go to school today. or just 10 more min.
Your best physical feature: lips
Your bedtime: when i feel like it
Your most missed memory: california

LAYER FOUR:--
Pepsi or Coke: coke or like i would call it shabu-shabu
McDonald's or Burger King: wendy's def
Single or group dates: definitely single dates
Adidas or Nike: dont care
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: still at war between chocolate and vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: starbucks doubleshot!

LAYER FIVE:--
Smoke: no.
Cuss: fuck that shit!
Sing: and i scream and play guitar what else?
Take a shower everyday: i love the shower
Have a crush(es): yes i do
Do you think you've been in love: yes i have
Want to go to college: yes
Like(d) high school: im scared of leaving it
Want to get married: damn right!
Believe in yourself: i usually do
Get motion sickness: of course
Think you're attractive: kinda
Think you're a health freak: no my mother worries for me
Get along with your parent(s): no
Like thunderstorms: i love them
Play an instrument: guitar

LAYER SIX:--
In the past month have you...
Drank alcohol: no
Smoked: no no
Done a drug: no
Had Sex: no
Made Out: no
Gone on a date: nope
Gone to the mall: yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: yeah
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Made homemade cookies: no
Gone skinny dipping: in my bathtub!
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: yes
Sex with a dead horse: how did you find out?!

LAYER SEVEN:--
Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
If so, was it mixed company: ....
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: of course
Been caught "doing something": yeah
Been called a tease: no
Gotten beaten up: yes
Shoplifted: man i got sticky fingers!
Changed who you are to fit in: no

LAYER EIGHT:--
Age you hope to be married: dont care but before 30
How do you want to die: old age
Where you want to go to college: def in jersey
What do you want to be when you grow up: a nurse!
What country would you most like to visit: england or japan

LAYER NINE:--
Best eye color: dont care
Best hair color? dont care
Short or long hair: dont care
Height: def not a midget or a giant
Best weight: def not obese or anorexic
Best articles of clothing: dont care
Best first date location: dont care
Best first kiss location: dont care

LAYER TEN:--
Number of scars on your body: around 6 or 7 but i cant count the back of my body
Number of drugs taken illegally: 2
Number of people I could trust with my life: idkn
Number of CDs that I own: holy shit
Number of piercings: none yet
Number of tattoos: none yet
Number of times my name has appeared in a newspaper: a couple
Number of things in my past that I regret: sooo many

OK WHATS WITH THE WHOLE LAYERS?
ITS LIKE SHREK. OGRES HAVE LAYERS!

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 15:42:00 GMT

hey hey hey havent written in this thinking for a long time. well not much has been goin on aside from all the relatives. um. i got new emg pickups on my guitar so no more unwanted feedback. err um. hopefully i can get some cash from my aunt and uncle hehehehe.

~jonas
i need a job!

MANNY- THEY TOOK OUR JERBS!

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 22:21:52 GMT

the weekend in PA was awesome. i had the best time. the roads over there are pretty sick! anyways it was just plain awesome! we saw anchorman. fucky hilarious! anyways i hate lj so im going to myspace.

~jonas

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 19:50:17 GMT

the 5th was pretty badass. played on the float, it was ok even though the truck was late like always. then we played at andy's with threeve. awesome band. we swam in andy's pool and ate cuban food. mad chicletas if u know what i mean.then we saw the fireworks. amazing. i handed out stickers and shit too. andy went down to the guy in the stilts and gave him a sticker. he was like whats this and andy said it was our band. the guy was like FENRIS IN THE HOUSE!!! FENRIS FENRIS FENRIS!!! he was like screamin it and we were like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! then i went home.

~jonas

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 12:11:10 GMT

man the 4th was awesome! even though we didnt really go to NY we still saw the fireworks. andy had a bunch of them fireworks so we drove around town lighting them. the rockets were insane! then after that we decided to make s'mores and go swimming. no s'mores stuff so we just swam. pretty fun. i think we might do it again and actually make s'mores this time! well the fireworks tonight should be lovely.

OH THE SHOW IS NOW AT ANDY'S GARAGE SO INVITE EVERYONE YOU KNOW!

~jonas

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 20:02:50 GMT

ahh man building the float sucked sooo much. no one showed up. i woke up early too fucking cause of bobby wanting to do combo practice. anyways yeah i had to take a 10 min shower and get dressed. w/e. then we played. man my guitar is pissing me off. i dont know why but it feedbacks soo much and squeals! anyways ill probably buy new pick ups or a noise compressor or something.
well w/e.

~jonas